LiVe LiFE c00L !!

happy new year!!..although dh msuk 9th january….this entry is actually a good bye entry to this friendster blog..why?…why?..hmmm this is bcos my friendster blog has reached the storage capacity limit..meaning i now can still write but cannot upload photos in my post???….thats is so tak best laa..post without photos sooo tak ceria laa…tgk post kaklynn..eventhough post die psl lain…tp gmbr msti ade wpun xde kaitan..”gambar adalah sekadar hiasan semata-mata”….hahaha…so bcos of this limit capacity, i think i will stop my friendster blog..dan mungkin akan bukak blogspot akaun..actually dh ade akaun tuh tp still xde post pn….yerlaa…sayang laa kt my penulisan here..so now still mencari-cari software kt tenet yg boleh transfer this friendster blog post into my new blog…fortunately dh jmpe pn that day but still dunno how to use it even i read the instruction so so manyyyyyy time!!!…dh give up dah pn..tunggu laa lps exam klw ade sape2 yg reti buat tu tlg bgtau ekkk…hehehe…

now introducing you my new blogspot page…jejeng!!!

http://mynameadnin.blogspot.com

hnnya lah page semata-mata..xde pape pn lagi…hahahaa…

GOOD BYE MY FRIENDSTER BLOG!!

(nk upload gambar good bye tp xboleh da..see mmg xbest dah!)

“Which place do u prefer to further your study?”

“Hmm..i think i want to choose ireland because that is my dream since i was small. So i really hope Mara will send me to ireland.”

“Okay. How about other country?”

“Hmm…my first choice is Ireland but its up to Mara. I will go to any place that Mara send because what important is i want to do medicine overseas if possible.”

“Very good. How about India?.Because this year we will start sending student to India.

“Hmm…(aduii india ke?..)..yes it`s okay for me but i really hope to go to Ireland.”

“Okay.I will write your name for the India list. Is it okay? ”

” Grrr…OKAY sir!!”

That was my interview with Mara 3 years back. I dont know why the officer really insisted me to go to India although how many times i said about my preference for Ireland?…and yes he really fulfilled his promise when i got the offer letter…Course: Medicine (India)…Thank you officer!!!…Why dont i denied when he mentioned about India?…Takkan nak kata taknak..mujur org nak bagi jer…sopan santun laa konon…huhu…

And that was the story of 4 years back. Although i am here in india but still my ambition to further my study in europe is still in my head. Dari kecik lagi kalau orang tanya cita-cita nak jadi ape?…my answer is…tak kisah jd ape yg pntg nk naik kapal terbang nk belaja kt tmpt ade salji…yes this is true..mmg tak tau nk jadi ape pn mase kecik-kecik dulu tp teringin nk main salji..hahaha…

And again the story of studying at Ireland become the main issue. But not me. Its my sister..cik kak teh…After struggling very hard doing her IB at KMB and finally she got 39 points. And finally she got an offer to Trinity College, Dublin, Ireland. Congrate my sister for fulfilling my unachieveable dream!!!…Like abang ngah once said to me..”Memang untung kak teh dpt rezeki blaja ireland. Die mmg berjurus pun. Sesuaila.”…

Ni laa rezeki dari Allah. So dont sia-siakan yer kak teh. Ramai lagi bercita-cita nak blaja kat sana (including me!) but u are the chosen one. I know it is very hard and difficult there but please be patient. Plus doing medicine is very challenging one despite of the place whether it is in Malaysia or India or anywhere else. So study hard. Study smart. Be focus on your study. Careful in choosing friends. Take care of yourself. Study hard again. And enjoy yourself there!! And if difficult comes, be patient, just remember ALLAH and ask for strenght. He will help you if you always remember HIM. I know you can do it. And if you miss all of us here (plus me in India)..dun forget to watch the video that i made. Trust me its helped. I will smile every time i watched that video!!…( klw nk tahu, before pi india dulu tu, sy ade buat video saje untuk bwk pi india n also for them klw2 laa diorg rindu kan…hehehe)

This post is specially dedicated to my sister…And again..CONGRATULATION TO YOU..NOR AFIFAH…I hope it is not too late to congratulate you although it almost 3 months you being there far away from home. Congrate again for fulfilling my dream.

Pada satu hari, Aminah (bukan nama sebenar) telah menemani kakaknya untuk berjumpa dengan imam berkenaan surat kahwin abangnya. Aminah yang memang dikenali sebagai seorang yang baik hati dengan rela hatinya telah bersetuju untuk menemani kakaknya itu walaupun pada ketika itu waktu menunjukkan pukul 9.00 pagi, yakni terlalu awal untuk pelajar yang sedang bercuti untuk bangun pagi. Tapi demi kakaknya digagahkan jua kakinya tapi bukanlah untuk berjalan kaki tapi untuk menaiki kereta kerana jarak untuk ke rumah imam bukanlah dekat bahkan berbelas-belas batu tapi untuk jatuh jamak solat tidaklah sekali-kali.

Setelah sampai ke rumah imam, dan urusan berkenaan surat kahwin abangnya selesai, terus Aminah gembira kerana ingin pulang ke rumah untuk menyambung urusannya yang terbengkalai. Tapi harapan Aminah berkecai sama sekali bak pecah kaca pecah gelas, sudah baca haraplah balas. Kakaknya mengajak Aminah untuk singgah membeli surat khabar, almaklumlah hari itu hari ahad maka surat khabar mingguan ada pancaindera, favourite kakaknya sebagai modal untuk bergosip agaknya.

Lalu berhentilah kereta kakaknya didepan kedai buku Muda Osman. Tidak semena-mena kakaknya membuat muka ala-ala comel fazura untuk menyuruh Aminah pergi membeli akhbar itu. Aminah pula terpedaya dengan muka comel buatan ala-ala fazura itu lalu pergilah Aminah untuk membeli surat khabar. Ternampaknya akhbar harakah tapi tertulis pula disebelahnya mengatakan ” untuk ahli PAS sahaja”. Lalu melilau matanya mencari akhbar mingguan favourite kakaknya itu.

Setelah selesai membayar, Aminah berjalan dengan yakinnya persis seorang model mencari silauan kamera. Tiba-tiba, “Cik, salah kereta kot. Nanti isteri saya marah ni kalau nampak ni.”

Opppss…..Aminah salah masuk kereta rupanya. Dengan menundukkan pandangannya, Aminah membuka pintu kereta lalu keluar dengan penuh segan dan silu. Tanpa menoleh ke belakang Aminah berlari-lari anak seperti Hajar mencari air untuk anaknya. Lalu sampailah Aminah ke dalam kereta kakaknya disambut gelak tawa kakaknya yang merdu itu.  ” Kaklong cepat drive. Nanti wife abang tu kejar,” kata Aminah sambil senyum-senyum malu.

what makes u??

1. etiology: genes from parents
2. risk factors:-

• didikan ibu bapa
• siblings relationship
• house environment
• friends
• experiences
• exposure

3.  pathogenesis

- didikan mak ayah kita semestinya menentukan peribadi kita esp masa kita kecik-kecik. Tak semayang kene rotan salah mengaji kene marah.So jadilah kita org yg rajin semayang n pandai mengaji.Emak ajar hormat org tua, mengalah dengan adik, maka kita pun jadilah seorang yang sopan santun.Ni masa kecik-kecik laaa…

-siblings, environment and friends are the factors that influence us when we grow up.Dah jadi budak sekolah terikut-ikut ngn kawan plak.Mase kecik2 sume baik2 jer.Dah masuk sekolah macam2 jadi. Geng ngn org skema kita pn jadi rajin, geng ngn yg suke shopping, duit kite pn abes tp enjoy, geng ngn bdk surau jdlaa alim sket2…

-experiences and exposure are very different. they teaches us the meaning of life in a very different way.and this is the permanent us.i think.

4. clinical features:

your choice-

• independent vs dependent
• cheerful vs depressed
• socialize vs lonely
• tough vs fragile
• patient vs impatient

treatment: islam as the way of life

raya dah lama abes tp baru nk update pasal raya…raya tahun ni best sgt2 bukan saja sebab sambutan raya yg meriah with the family….yeess sgt2 meriah!!…still meriah walaupun on the pagi raya only 3 of us were in the house..me, ido and adik ami..tp still meriah..syok amek2 gambar..sampai abah membebel lapar sebab penat tunggu kitorang bergambar ala-ala model..hehehe…..

tp tahun ni gak best sbb dpt enjoy…enjoy dengan macam-macam aktiviti…trip kuala berang, rematch bowling tournament and snuker!!!…not to forget reunion 5 efisien at bachok tapi yang ni tak boleh pegi sebab kene demam teruk on the first 5 days of raya…sangat2 sedih..tahun depan kene buat lagi yer cik syamira selaku manager yg mantap lg gantang!!…hahaha…

jom tengok gambar!!..tp kene singgah ke blog kak lynn laa..hehehe..(malas nk upload plus nk tolong promote blog die..cam xde org visit jer tu..heeeeeeeee!!)

http://keepstepping.blogspot.com/2009/10/one-month-update.html

p/s: read only the below part…hehehe…abaikan gambar2 kaklynn yg kat atas…

Homesickness is common among children (whether younger or older) who spend a significant amount of time away from home; especially if it’s their first time away. Parents who plan to send their kids to boarding school should prepare themselves for a homesickness “phase”. The phase often includes an increase in the number of phone calls and emails to parents, a disinterest in school activities, unwillingness to get to know other students, and poor performance in the classroom. - http://www.aspergersboardingschools.com/homesickness.html

are u still homesick??..am i still homesick??…hermm for me the answer is yess..the very yess!!…

kalau nak tahu homesick syndrome ni adalah satu-satunya penyakit yang takde dalam buku pathology robbins..so is it means that it is not a pathological state of a person?…is it normal to have this syndrome?…

kat sini i just wanna share my homesick syndrome..hehehe..different people may have different kind of symptoms right…ada yang akan menangis2..ada yang tak boleh tido…ada yang kene pegi shopping banyak2 to avoid homesick…ada gak gune alasan homesick as reason nak ponteng kelas..hermm..and macam2 ahh…

my first homesick syndrome was last year..when i came back from hari raya holidays…it was my first time!!!!..biasanya saya sgt tough..hahaha…kalau setakat balik maktab kat kuala berang ngan balik kolej kat seremban tu ape laa sangat kan….plus mase first2 datang india pun still takde rase sedey2 yang amat sangat pun..huhu…but last year…hahaa…sampai2 jer..trus call umi and trus nangis sebab rinduuu!!!!!!!..hahaha….bila ingat balik rase nk tergelak…and the syndrome continues..huhu…the latest one bila baru sampai lepas abis cuti raye hari tu..kat airport tu okay lagi..cool jer…hahaha…and the syndrome start when i landed to bangalore..when i reached at my home here…mula rase tak sedap hati…tak boleh tido..sampai pegi tido bilik housemate lagi….tu pun tak boleh tido..sebab rasa tak sedap hati and berdebar-debar….and this is my syndrome..kalau org lain homesick nangis2…saya plak homesick mentally unstable..how to overcome??..avoid from being alone…hahaha..tu yang 2-3 hari baru sampai sgt rajen pegi kelas and selalu berkepit ngan hila kat umah..hahaha…this is soo true!!…memang cannot be alone if not the bad feeling will come and attacks me!!…and the syndrome will come every time i come back from my holidays and it will dissappear after several days..within 2-3 days…thank god that it is not so severe..hehehe…bcos i think some of my friends may have very severe homesick syndrome…

and i think its normal to have this syndrome..kan??..kan??…hehehe….

one fine day, she was reading microbiology. at her side, there were a lot of books…pile of books maybe..pharmacology, pathology, forensic medicine, ent text book etc….when she was so focus with her microbe book..one hand for writing notes and another hand for marking the points on the book (gune due2 belah tangan itu…ish3…)…suddenly…jeng3…

“why u only open microbiology?..what about me?”…said robbins textbook of pathology…

“it is because i got bad result on my microbiology test. so i should concentrate more on this subject.understand?”…she replied and continued reading.

“so, your pathology test that was so good that make u dont want to open me?”…said pathology….

Gulp!..she was shocked.That is so true. Her patho test also bad. She suddenly close her microbiolgy text book and open robbins. About minutes later, suddenly…

“hey!..read me also.don focus on pathology only!”..said lippincolt textbook of pharmacology…

“No..no..i had to focus on pathology.I was bad in last test”….she replied and continued studying.

“U sleep in all pharmacology lectures.So u think u are good in pharmac?..said pharmacology book dengan kasarnya…

Thats also true….hermmm……

“Aaaaaaaaarrrghhhhhhhhhhhh…then which one i need to cencentrate????????”…she shouted to all her books…

Vs

all of them quiet…they all get scared.

suddenly….

“come…open me.u can play restaurant city..u can comment on pictures and many more!!!!!!….it is so much fun than the books!!”……..said FACEBOOK…

lalalaalaaa…………

moral of the story: jangan bukak buku banyak time tgh study..nnt buku2 lain jeles…pastu laptop kene duk jauh2..nanti die suh bukak facebook..hahaha….

to all my friends..good luck in second internal assessment.buat elok2 nnt boleh balik raye!!!……..GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF YOU!!

sape selalu tido dalam kelas angkat tangan?….hish ramainya angkat tangan..agak2 kenapa mesti seseorang itu tidur dalam kelas?…sengaja tidur sebab bosan…or tengah2 tulis nota tapi tiba2 tertidur..tak pun tertidur sebab penat sangat.. or sebab tengok orang sebelah or belakang semua tido…or sebab ada sleep disorder like narcolepsy?..what is narcolepsy?..kalau ikut pharmacological definition dari dr ramesh..narcolepsy is sudden irresistible attack of sleep during inappropriate time…the exact definition sila2 laa google yer….

Mengikut pemerhatian penuli,tidur dalam kelas bukanlah satu jenayah yang besar malah sebenarnya terselit satu kebaikan disebalik tidur di kelas terutama di dewan lecture yang sejuk dan selesa itu.Kalau anda tidur bermakna anda tidak menggunakan satu sensory organ iaitu mata maka your sensory perception will be concentrated on other sensory organ like hearing and smelling. Maka itu, anda akan mendengar lecture itu dengan lebih tekun dan jelas.BIla dah dengar dengan lebih tekun maka dengan izin allah pastinya terus meresap kedalam sel-sel otak.Tak percaya?…orang buta biasanya has better hearing perception…kalau ingat filem slumdog millionaire yang kawan die buta pastu yg hero tu dtg bagi duit..die still boleh cam tu kawan dia…tak percaya lagi?….hermm cube pegi duk dalam tempat gelap and u will hear things clearly compare in tempat yang cerah…tak percaya lagi…cuba laa tidur dalam kelas sendiri..konfim anda percaya dengan pemerhatian dan pendapat penulis ni…(hehehe)…..

Bab kata dr ramesh, during sleep there will be brain cells connection and there is development and growth especially (ke only ) in children…(hehehe)…So moral of the story, kalau kawan sebelah anda tidur maka tidak sopan lah untuk anda mengejutnya atau mengacaunya sebabnya itu ibarat anda menggangu fisiologi proses yang sedang berlaku…takpun kalau anda nak tidur pesanlaa dekat kawan sebelah..dun disturb me because there will be development and growth going on while im sleeping!…lagi satu jangan duk sebelah ira kalau time lecture konfim tak boleh tido!!!!

-semua catatan di atas tidak ada kene mengena dengan yang hidup mahupun yang meninggal dunia.juga kebenaran artikel ini masih diragui dan masih dalam penyiasatan.stiil idiopathic laa!

-baru pindah umah baru. any bilik baru tema biru!!

-baru dapat tenet.setelah 2 minggu hidup tanpa internet.setelah 2 minggu duk gaduh2 ngn org airtel suh dtg install cepat2..finally!

-just being 22!..lol!….thanks for the suprises, presents and messages from my friends. also special post from my frens..terima kasih daun keladi sume!..yang xbg hadiah lagi cepat2 laa yer…hahaha..gedix!

http://keepstepping.blogspot.com/2009/08/sweet-sweet-22.html

-my sis just grad from IB.nnt nak fly ke dublin.congrate sis!.anda berjaya meneruskan cita-cita kakak anda yg nk belajar kat ireland tapi india lebih disayanginya…hahaha!

-h1n1 kat india sudah mula tersebar.pegi clinical posting kene pkai mask.nak shopping pun kene pkai mask.kat malaysia mmg dh kronik.even mrsm kuala berang yang maju dan terpendam tu pun dah kene tutup for a week.my god!

-clinical posting sekarang is ENT..meaning tengok tahi telinga, bulu hidung dan anak tekak orang…tp interesting laa!!…

-second IA semakin menjerat jiwa.dalam 2-3 minggu lagi.need aura…aura..aura!!

-balik raye on malam raye..yeay!!!….wpun bukak last puase kat airport tp takpe…dapat balik raye gak!!

thats all i guess….xoxo…

-memandang jauh ke langit tidak bermakna langit yang direnungnya, mungkin terpegun dengan hebatnya kuasa sang pencipta, mencipta langit yang tidak berpenghujung.

-memandang jauh ke lautan  luas tidak bermakna bunyi ombak itu yang menarik perhatiannya, mungkin insaf akan diri sendiri betapa dosa diri ini seperti pepasir dipantai.

-memandang jauh ke padang yang menghijau tidak bermakna kehijauan padang yang memukau pandangannya, mungkin pandangannya jauh ke dalam tanah menginsafi diri bahawa inilah asal diri ini dan ke sini jugalah tempat diri ini akan kembali.

-memandang jauh ke dalam kesibukan manusia di jalan raya tidak bermakna bunyi bising itu yang cuba ditafsirkannya, mungkin merenungi diri ini yang begitu sibuk mengejar dunia yang tidak pernah berakhir.

-memandang jauh ke lopak-lopak air di jalanan tidak bermakna ingin mencari bayang-bayang sendiri, mungkin pandangannya itu sedang jatuh ke dalam hati diri sendiri yang juga tercemar dengan bintik-bintik hitam menyelubungi hati seperti lopak-lopak air yang mencemari jalanan yang lama-kelamaan lopak ini boleh menjadi semakin besar jika tidak dibaiki.