LiVe LiFE c00L !!

for quite long time i didn’t update about myself in my blog..before this only write about other people and mnde2 merapu yg len…hehehe…

just now just finished cooking for our dinner..today is my duty to cook so then i cooklaa…guess what?…saya masak ayam paprik style sendirik…hahaha…yerlaa despite of not enough ingredients tp still gatal tangan nak buat…so bole laa kot..yg pntg ade rupe although rase yg xseberapa…keskeskes!!!..

here i just nk story2 about my life which is getting busier and busier..too many things to read yet too little time i have per day..plus mostly everyweek i have seminar for patho and pharmaco…seminar is the session where we need to come prepared for the topic assigned cos anyone will be selected to talk about that topic in fornt of anyone….plus this week i got two test..patho test..which just finished today…hermm bolelaa kot wpun ade gk yg jwb merapu…hahaha…juga ade exam medicine ari sabtu ni..both theory and practical…haihh..medicine dh laa byk kene bace…plus again my saturday holiday is burnt becos of clinical exam….naseb2…lagu ni kaa nk jd doktor?…sigh!!

becos of the seminar and the exam yg dtg bertali arus ni..mnyebabkn saya telah lost utk latest topic for lecture..betul ni xtipu!!!…patho yg sebelum ni bole ikut dgn elok nye tp now dh lost..apa yg die ajar pn xbape nk paham esp tajut immunity ari tu and still i dun hv time to revise (wondering whether i dun hv enoughmtime or i wasting alot of my time with my laptop..hehhe)….and same goes to pharmaco…pharmaco lg laa tragic…dhlaaa dlm lecture tido..pstu igt nk cover bile balik cm selalu buat before this tp skrg cm asyik xsmpt jer nk revise yg lecture sbb sebok nk study utk seminar..another sigh!!…am i alone yg mengeluh xcukup mase?…hahaha…sape yg bersalah ni?…nk buat azam baru…tak nak tido dlm lecture dah…betul ni..tak nakkkk!!!!…..hehehe..(cam susah gak laa..tp kene cube..ooyeah)….for microb plak mmg xpenah revise pn lgi…just harapkan lecture jer…bole tak?…tp nnt ade test microb next week so i really need to start work on microb plak…haiiyyoo!!…

for my clinical posting plak…this saturday will be the end of my medicine posting…then i will continue with dermatology for another two weeks then exam again!!!…kakaka…idup ak lately sebok ngn exam jer…dh naseb…i luv exam so muchh!!!!….

hectic kan my life lately?…tp kalau aku mengeluh kat umi yg amek medic ni penat…pstu die pn mulalaa kate..”sume same jerlaa kak cik…amek cikgu pn penat gak…mmg blaja penat…kawen pn penat gak”…hahaha…kawen pn penat ke umi?…..tp at least xyah bukak buku dah….kan2?…hehehe….(tu jwb dlm hati jer laaa)….

thats all i guess…before i forget ni nk inform yg i will going back to malaysia on this march…25 march to 10 april…hehhee….2 weeks jer pn…lg tragic is balik2 jer cuti trus ade exam…haihhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..tp still nk balik gak…sakit kan?…xperlaa umi yg suh balik…hehhee…oklaaa….adios!!

sekadar gmbr hiasan...(ala-ala klynn ni)

lyrics for It’s Not Over by Secondhand Serenade…

the lyrics is good but really enjoy the music..the sounds of guitar in this song is great!!…very nice…tak caye cube download n dengar…hehehe…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ScxtZGUJ_5s&feature=related

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I’m not the one to blame
It’s you ‘ or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we’re all ashamed
And there’s no sense in playing games
When you’ve done all you can do

But now it’s over, it’s over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it’s over, it’s over, it can’t be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it’s over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It’s shaking from the pain that’s in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won’t let it die, but I won’t let it die

But now it’s over, it’s over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it’s over, it’s over, it can’t be over
I wish that I could take it back

I’m falling apart, I’m falling apart
Don’t say this won’t last forever
You’re breaking my heart, you’re breaking my heart
Don’t tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I’m falling apart, I’m falling apart
Don’t say this won’t last forever
You’re breaking my heart, you’re breaking my heart
Don’t tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It’s not over, it’s not over, it’s never over
Unless you let it take you
It’s not over, it’s not over, it’s not over
Unless you let it break you
It’s not over

p/s:pd bobo klw mung terer cube main lagu ni plak aku nk dengar..hahaha….

lalala….sgt dh lame terasa nk main gitar…siap dh beli gitar dh pun…tp main jer xpandai2…hahaha…bile tgk org lain main gitar terasa sgt best2…trus berangan kalau laa aku yg main tuh…huhu…seronok2!!!….yerlaa bile nk pandai main klau beli gitar mainan jer…hahahaha….sume dh heboh aku beli gitar mainan…kakaka….aku pn rase lawak tp sbb xtahan nk blaja main sgt so bli jerlaa..mainan pun mainan laaa….and tiap kali org dtg bilik aku n tgk gitar mainan tu sume dok gelak2…kakaka…xperlaaa…gelaklaa kengkwan sekalian sbb aku pn rase lawak…tp klw nk bli yg betul mahal kot…lagi2 cmnelaa aku nk wat balik nnt…abeslaa kene belasah ngn abah nnt…hehehe….

papepun blaja main gitar still jd impian…mintak2 nnt ade laa peluang…and mintak2 nnt aku terer main…ooyeaaahhh!!…………………

“hello..ami ko ni?…bakpo soro tuh?..cam sedey jah?”….”oo kakcik ko ni.Xdop gapo pun.Nok kecek nge kaklong ko?Jap ek….”hello kaklong.Bakpo nga adik ami tu?”….”hurm dok ngaju laa tuh.Ari ni kan besday dio.Umi xbli gapo2 lagi ko dio.Ni kaklong nok gi beli satay laa ni nk celebrate mlm ni”…..

hahaha…gitulaa alkisahnya jd anak bongsu…manja!!!..this post is specially dedicated to my youngest n gedik sister…NOR AMIRAH MADIHAH..specially for her birthday on 3rd of february….

the beauty of being the youngest..byk kot..first of all tgk nama laaa…her name is so special that hers is long compare to my other sibling…haihhh…org lain cukup nor alia, nor afifah, nor atiah, but then all of sudden umi n abah give her name as : nor amirah madihah…dh lebey dh situ..

lagi…herm kemanjaan nya semakin menjadi-jadi..yerlaa mntang2 anak bongsu…sume nk msti die dapat kan ami?…hahaha…nk baju baru, nk kasut baru,nk jam baru….smpaikan siap dpt kete control mainan lagi tu…hermm as far as i know we never had toys for our childhood..(i guess so..btul x kaklong?)…hebat kn jd anak bongsu?

lagi…kecik2 lagi dh dpt naik flight..kitorang dulu abah kata kapal terbang tu budak2 xleh naik…utk gi mekah jer…kalau nk naik kene dpt 5a utk upsr ke or 8a utk pmr…can’t remember what exactly abah’s promise to us back then…but for her time…blum amek upsr pn dh dpt naik kapal terbang..hermm..kakchik dulu mengidam jer laa…esp bile antar org pi mekah kt airport…mesti tgk2 bdak2 lain nk flight…bestnye diorg….

and i think being the youngest also a bonus because now umi and abah are more lenient and not as fierce as our time back then kan kak long?…maybe bcos umi and abah is getting older..so xlarat dah nk marah2..nk kejar2 ngn rotan sume mcm kakchik dulu…kakchik siap kene kurung bilik air lg kot sbb xnk pi sekolah kot sbb takut kene cabut gigi…mase drjah 3 kot..(xpun sbb lain xigt dah)…

the beauty of being the youngest..hermm for her mmg sgt byk..hermm ape lg ek…yes i got one….when i was standard 4, me and 2 other sisters must wake up very2 early because afraid we will miss the bus..because the bus come to pick us around 6.30 am kot…so kene siap2 dlm kul 6 pg lg…so early!!!…then we need to walk about 10 minutes to go to the pick up place..and the scary part is when we missed the bus…we were very scared to go back home and told abah….because of cos he will bising2 and marah2…haihhh…but now..for her…get ready for school at 7 am..plus no need to walk for 10 minutes because she will go to school with bmw with the driver…my mom laa driver tu…pastu balik pn ade org amek…during my time..we all naik bas and kene cepat2 lari sbb xnak berdiri dalam bas..another sigh!!

and i think if i continue writing the list it will be very2 the long…hahaha…

anyway this post is nothing to do with my jealosy ke ape…its just across my mind just now when i think of her…and im sure everyone who being at the middle (like me) will feel unfair n jealous with our own adik bongsu..but i think the youngest also will feel that they are jealous of us maybe of other reason…am i right?…

so for ami…don be gedik2 sgt…don be manja2 sgt…be more matured please…and what important is be hardworking…jgn dok main pc jer…u got big responsibility to being successful student as what your elder sisters had done…at least be better than us…challenge yourself!!…anyway happy birthday again…sweet 15 (btul kan?…)…and good luck for your pmr….make sure 9A tau…dont break the record…hehehe….

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!! (this post is my special present for u..so xleh mintak hadiah lain dah ek…hehehe)