Archive for May, 2009

Just finished her clinical class, she walked alone along the walk path. She saw the damn terrible traffic that keep honking all the time. She saw the people keep spitting around through the bus window. She saw all the damn rubbish everywhere. She saw the dogs walking around without disturbing others. She saw people eating while standing in the restaurant. And she saw few women holding their babies in their arm asking for money from the cars that stopped because of the red light. And she still walking. Walking and walking. Ignorance and filtering the surrounding out of her mind.

She was walking but her minds? Yes, not in the place. Her minds was in the hospital. The place where she dreams so hard to work at.The place where she can help people. The place of her dream.

“Yes mam, how can i help you?”

“She got atrial fibrillation.Someone page Dr. Burke!”

“He is not breathing.Code blue people!”

“Take this medicine twice daily and come back if the fever still not down.”

Yes.That is her life.Not yet a doctor but her dream is bigger than the reality. With her mind busying picturing her future life being a doctor, suddenly she saw a man. She saw a man lying. In the middle of the walk path. And no one is helping him. “Maybe they don’t know what to do. Maybe they didn’t notice him,” she keep telling herself while walking faster towards the lying man. “How can they don’t have feeling to just see and let him lying like this without helping him.They should at least call for ambulance and not just walking away like this.Like he is not exist!”said her loudly in her heart angrily.

Two more steps for her to reach the lying man. She walked confidently with the passion to help. In her minds keep picturing how to do CPR. Or maybe she should do mouth to mouth breathing. Or maybe he was choking and she need to poke his back.

And finally she arrived.She sat near him. And she put her hand to his neck to feel for her carotid artery. She also grabbed his hand to check his pulse. “He is alive!!,” she shouted.

But suddenly, the old man woke up and shouted to her back in his own language she barely understand.

“Hey!! What are you doing?Go away!!I’m tired and i need to sleep!” (Translation of Kannada language)

Continue being ignorance, she just continue walking and walking without turning back. But now, her steps was faster than before.

~THE END~

Moral of the story: Here people just sleeping in the road.Bear in your mind that, doctor!

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ni edisi xde keje…bile tgk stet tu tergantung rase cool jer…hahaha….so sbb tu amek gmbr byk2…kakaka….

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ari ni bangun pagi,

sbb izz call suh bangun mandi,

tapi dpt tahu satu cerita,

cerita yang memang xmenyenangkan jiwa,

walaupun dalam hati mmg gelak tak berenti-renti,

gelak kuat2 dalam hati,

sebab tengok diri sendiri,

tapi,

sampai hati,

buat macam ni,

memang sangat marah ni,

tapi still gelakkan kan diri sendiri,

hahahahaaa….

tapi marah juga…

macam ni ke kawan ha?…

aiya ini macam ka?…

cuba ingat balik laa…

bila nak gg sape gak yang kau cari?

ke rumah aku gak tempat yang ditujui,

sebab rumah raihan penat nak jalan kaki,

sampainya hati kau…

buat aku macam ni tau…

kata kawan sejati..

cinta tak berbelah bagi,

satu irp lagi..

tapi..

aku kecewa,

setakat ini sajalah hubungan kita,

moga dikau berbahagia disana,

wahai ira yang bongek!!!!

nampaknya aku merepek lagi,

sambil nak lepaskan geram ni,

geram kat ira laa sape lagi,

pe punye kawan laa macam ni,

buwekkk!!!

tapi ko kwn aku,

takleh nak marah lama2,

nak gaduh2 mcm bdk kecik plak rasa,

tapi marah jugak laa…

so ira..

this is for you..

muahahaha….

sila delete post itu dan barang2 yang sewaktu dengannya….

ade paham?…

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bila terasa lapar…

housemate pulak tak masak2 lagi..

perut plak bukan kepalang dh berbunyi-bunyi..

bunyi sungguh kuat ngalahkan bunyi kete api..

bila laa boleh nak makan ni?…

hati resah gelisah bagai nak mati…

carik makanan bawah katil tgk ape yg ade lagi…

cari punye cari punye cari…

tak ade yang menarik hati…

sebab yang ada hanya perencah2 tomyam maggi…

lalu gerak ke dapur bukak ais punye peti…

dalam peti ais pn xde ape2 yg boleh kenyangkn perut ini…

yang ada hanya sayur yg menghijau juga ayam yg masih beku yg dh mati…

apa nak buat ni…

perut sangat lapar ni…

last2 baring2 kat katil sambil tgk grey’s anatomi…

saat berganti saat, minit berganti minit lagi…

tanpa tak sedar apa yg ditunggu sudah menanti…

dimeja makan sana tempatnya menanti…

sabar2 akan aku pegi makan nanti…

sekarang terasa nak baring and bermimpi-mimpi…

jadi nak tido dulu laa bole tak ni?…

jangan lupe kejut semayang nanti!!…

hahaha….

edisi takde keje sbb lapar and takleh makan lagi….

LAYANZZZ~

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“oklaa umi..assalamualaikum”

“waalaikumussalam.luv u!”

“okay.bye”

tooottt………

tu laa the ending of my conversation with my mom every time i called her.If you noticed i didnt reply back to her when she said “love you”. I supposed to reply back as simple as “love u too!”…but for me it is so difficult…pelik kan..hati batu ke aku ni..i thot umi didnt notice dis until one day..the same conversation goes but accidentally i hang up the phone quite late and i heard this…

“nape laa kak cik tak penah reply umi.tak macam adik beradik yang lain.”…she asked my kaklong kot kalau xsilap..then i hang up the phone…

another day, i called home and my kaklong asked me about that..and i dont know how to answer her…”kakcik ni peliklaa..bukan susah pun.”

yes i know that..the answer is very easy tp maybe me the one yg difficult to express the feeling i guess…hehehe…i love her…i knew that!!..she knew that…my kaklong knew that..it just difficult to me to express it!!…erkk~..aku memang cacat laa!!

SELAMAT HARI UMI!!!….

ning sayang umi laaa…cuma takleh nk cakap…kakaka…!!!

“express your love beforeit is late…”

p/s: i will!!

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being lucky and unlucky…which one do you prefer?…hahaha..everyone wants luck in his life…macam cite just my luck to…klw mmg dh lucky senang jer hidup die…kluar2 jer beratur dah cab tunggu,.pastu pe lagi ek?…tak igt dah..tp once die dh hilang luck tu..hish yah cite laa…satu satu bad luck datang…hermm so do u think u are lucky or unlucky?….tiba2 masuk supermarket n menang cabutan bertuah…jalan2 kat taman nampak duit rm50…..or even tak study pape pun untuk exam but still anda lulus dengan cemerlang…is this just a luck or u really deserve it?…korang rasa sakit hati tak if korang yang penat masuk every contest kt dunia ni tp tak penah langsung menang …tp kawan korang tiba2 jer rase nk masuk contest n tiba2 plak menang…haduiiii….contoh lain..korang bagai nak rak study tp result still fail tp kwn korang yg korang tgk asyik duk tido jer tp exam still lulus…

what do you feel? do you think that they are very lucky and deserve it and we are not so lucky to fail in the exam?….betul ke ni sume ade kaitan ngn luck?…or ini semua ketentuan allah?…is luck ni ketentuan allah?…i’m not sure…from what i know everything happen is because of ketentuan allah and not just she’s lucky…so when failure comes despite of all the hardwork..just patience…mmg senang nk cakap tp kalau kita sendirik yg face the failure..memang sakit..sangat2 sakit..i knew it….dah rase pun..plus when it happened to ourselves only..and yg lain happy jer….lulus!!….dpt interview tu!!…dpt offer tu!!..and mcm2 lagi laaa….

setiap kejadianĀ  ni ada hikmah…only allah knows the plans and the outcome..what we should do is just trust in qada n qadha..and at the same time terus berusaha and dun ever give up with allah…that what i keep telling to my self!!…..feeling inferior coz other people is better than you?….maybe that you should try harder…and harder..and harder..and how about if you still feel it is still difficult but..so just think… maybe there something wrong in your doings..only you and He knows….so back to the right track..and start again…

aaahhhhh…i will!!..i will!!!……moral of the story…..dun give up in Him!!…

p/s: nak jadi pandai!!..tak nak jadi bodoh dah!!..tak nak rase inferior dah!!…mudahkanlah ya allah!!

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