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“Which place do u prefer to further your study?”

“Hmm..i think i want to choose ireland because that is my dream since i was small. So i really hope Mara will send me to ireland.”

“Okay. How about other country?”

“Hmm…my first choice is Ireland but its up to Mara. I will go to any place that Mara send because what important is i want to do medicine overseas if possible.”

“Very good. How about India?.Because this year we will start sending student to India.

“Hmm…(aduii india ke?..)..yes it`s okay for me but i really hope to go to Ireland.”

“Okay.I will write your name for the India list. Is it okay? ”

” Grrr…OKAY sir!!”

That was my interview with Mara 3 years back. I dont know why the officer really insisted me to go to India although how many times i said about my preference for Ireland?…and yes he really fulfilled his promise when i got the offer letter…Course: Medicine (India)…Thank you officer!!!…Why dont i denied when he mentioned about India?…Takkan nak kata taknak..mujur org nak bagi jer…sopan santun laa konon…huhu…

And that was the story of 4 years back. Although i am here in india but still my ambition to further my study in europe is still in my head. Dari kecik lagi kalau orang tanya cita-cita nak jadi ape?…my answer is…tak kisah jd ape yg pntg nk naik kapal terbang nk belaja kt tmpt ade salji…yes this is true..mmg tak tau nk jadi ape pn mase kecik-kecik dulu tp teringin nk main salji..hahaha…

And again the story of studying at Ireland become the main issue. But not me. Its my sister..cik kak teh…After struggling very hard doing her IB at KMB and finally she got 39 points. And finally she got an offer to Trinity College, Dublin, Ireland. Congrate my sister for fulfilling my unachieveable dream!!!…Like abang ngah once said to me..”Memang untung kak teh dpt rezeki blaja ireland. Die mmg berjurus pun. Sesuaila.”…

Ni laa rezeki dari Allah. So dont sia-siakan yer kak teh. Ramai lagi bercita-cita nak blaja kat sana (including me!) but u are the chosen one. I know it is very hard and difficult there but please be patient. Plus doing medicine is very challenging one despite of the place whether it is in Malaysia or India or anywhere else. So study hard. Study smart. Be focus on your study. Careful in choosing friends. Take care of yourself. Study hard again. And enjoy yourself there!! And if difficult comes, be patient, just remember ALLAH and ask for strenght. He will help you if you always remember HIM. I know you can do it. And if you miss all of us here (plus me in India)..dun forget to watch the video that i made. Trust me its helped. I will smile every time i watched that video!!…( klw nk tahu, before pi india dulu tu, sy ade buat video saje untuk bwk pi india n also for them klw2 laa diorg rindu kan…hehehe)

This post is specially dedicated to my sister…And again..CONGRATULATION TO YOU..NOR AFIFAH…I hope it is not too late to congratulate you although it almost 3 months you being there far away from home. Congrate again for fulfilling my dream.

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Pada satu hari, Aminah (bukan nama sebenar) telah menemani kakaknya untuk berjumpa dengan imam berkenaan surat kahwin abangnya. Aminah yang memang dikenali sebagai seorang yang baik hati dengan rela hatinya telah bersetuju untuk menemani kakaknya itu walaupun pada ketika itu waktu menunjukkan pukul 9.00 pagi, yakni terlalu awal untuk pelajar yang sedang bercuti untuk bangun pagi. Tapi demi kakaknya digagahkan jua kakinya tapi bukanlah untuk berjalan kaki tapi untuk menaiki kereta kerana jarak untuk ke rumah imam bukanlah dekat bahkan berbelas-belas batu tapi untuk jatuh jamak solat tidaklah sekali-kali.

Setelah sampai ke rumah imam, dan urusan berkenaan surat kahwin abangnya selesai, terus Aminah gembira kerana ingin pulang ke rumah untuk menyambung urusannya yang terbengkalai. Tapi harapan Aminah berkecai sama sekali bak pecah kaca pecah gelas, sudah baca haraplah balas. Kakaknya mengajak Aminah untuk singgah membeli surat khabar, almaklumlah hari itu hari ahad maka surat khabar mingguan ada pancaindera, favourite kakaknya sebagai modal untuk bergosip agaknya.

Lalu berhentilah kereta kakaknya didepan kedai buku Muda Osman. Tidak semena-mena kakaknya membuat muka ala-ala comel fazura untuk menyuruh Aminah pergi membeli akhbar itu. Aminah pula terpedaya dengan muka comel buatan ala-ala fazura itu lalu pergilah Aminah untuk membeli surat khabar. Ternampaknya akhbar harakah tapi tertulis pula disebelahnya mengatakan ” untuk ahli PAS sahaja”. Lalu melilau matanya mencari akhbar mingguan favourite kakaknya itu.

Setelah selesai membayar, Aminah berjalan dengan yakinnya persis seorang model mencari silauan kamera. Tiba-tiba, “Cik, salah kereta kot. Nanti isteri saya marah ni kalau nampak ni.”

Opppss…..Aminah salah masuk kereta rupanya. Dengan menundukkan pandangannya, Aminah membuka pintu kereta lalu keluar dengan penuh segan dan silu. Tanpa menoleh ke belakang Aminah berlari-lari anak seperti Hajar mencari air untuk anaknya. Lalu sampailah Aminah ke dalam kereta kakaknya disambut gelak tawa kakaknya yang merdu itu.  ” Kaklong cepat drive. Nanti wife abang tu kejar,” kata Aminah sambil senyum-senyum malu.

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what makes u??

  1. etiology: genes from parents
  2. risk factors:-
  • didikan ibu bapa
  • siblings relationship
  • house environment
  • friends
  • experiences
  • exposure

3.  pathogenesis

- didikan mak ayah kita semestinya menentukan peribadi kita esp masa kita kecik-kecik. Tak semayang kene rotan salah mengaji kene marah.So jadilah kita org yg rajin semayang n pandai mengaji.Emak ajar hormat org tua, mengalah dengan adik, maka kita pun jadilah seorang yang sopan santun.Ni masa kecik-kecik laaa…

-siblings, environment and friends are the factors that influence us when we grow up.Dah jadi budak sekolah terikut-ikut ngn kawan plak.Mase kecik2 sume baik2 jer.Dah masuk sekolah macam2 jadi. Geng ngn org skema kita pn jadi rajin, geng ngn yg suke shopping, duit kite pn abes tp enjoy, geng ngn bdk surau jdlaa alim sket2…

-experiences and exposure are very different. they teaches us the meaning of life in a very different way.and this is the permanent us.i think.

4. clinical features:

your choice-

  • independent vs dependent
  • cheerful vs depressed
  • socialize vs lonely
  • tough vs fragile
  • patient vs impatient

treatment: islam as the way of life

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